I Am Satan

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released May 11, 2016

All songs written by Jordan Chmielowski

Performed by:
Jordan Chmielowski - guitar, vocals
Derrick Shanholtzer-Dvorak - guitar
Josh Cyr - bass
Brian McFarland - drums
Ella Boissonnault - piano, vocals

Engineered, produced, and mixed by Chris Teti at Silver Bullet Studios in Burlington, CT

Mastered by Zach Weeks

Design and layout by Derrick Shanholtzer-Dvorak

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Track Name: I Am Not A Real Doctor
I think it’s really funny how you think every song is about you And I think it’s kind of funny how crazy I can be still And you think it’s kind of funny how you take my words for insults Now your flying on a Death Star far away I think it’s kind of funny how you said, “Nothing can hurt you, Except for your one true lover and me.” And I swear you loved miracles but theres no Gods no disbeliefsOnly evil caused by me. No garden on my plate
Track Name: Elliott
Do you cry to Elliott? To all your friends who hate me? Do you think you had to tell a story to seem more interesting? Do you think you had to just race for real? Do you want to throw life all away? And i’ll try not to feel so bad about this And i’ll try not to hang myself around him And i’ll try not to feel so bad about you How can when I’m reminded of? Do you cry to Big Star, when your staring at your ceiling? Deleting pictures off your phone in hopes that they burn Your wishing your life was over I’m wishing that i’d stay sober Nothing can last forever And i’ll try not to feel so bad about this And i’ll try not to hang myself around him And i’ll try not to feel so bad about you How can when I’m reminded of? If I asked you to stay would you tell me to settle? If I asked you to stay
Track Name: Mandy
Mandy, Well don’t you know I would slit my eyes I would gut myself for you Man, theres nothing I wouldn’t do I love your sister. I wrote in red on a white wall caused by Dysthymia Your life needed color And just leave Say you’ll never leave Mandy, Well don’t you know you can paint a smile In time were sure to glow Man, theres still so much I don’t know I feel so cool. Red eyes staring at a white wall I knewthe Molly was poison Still bitter still joyful And just leave (Cause you know I will) Say you’ll never leave Wheres my mind Deranged like a killer
Track Name: Raspberry Heart
You can do so much better than me Someone you can talk about He’s not ashamed of his body Realistic plans and obtainable goals He looks so good he’s straights out of a magazine And what you did theres no excuse for it And what i said i’ll only take back half of it And honestly i don’t think you will give a shit
Unless you started over You can do so much better than me You’ll be fucking a artist and never hear him sing Realistic plans and obtainable goals He looks so good he’s straight out of a magazine And what I did theres no excuse for it And what you said you’ll only take back half of it And honestly I hope i don’t see you again Unless we started over So elated So jaded So elated In half the time I am
Track Name: The Undertow
Hurt me I like the way you kill me I felt that stab embodied Just like your low supply of goals I like the way you kill me Your the saddest as it shows Unaware by curiosities I’m fasting faith
Track Name: Balloons As Hands
Noose bleeds a white line i blew Washed away my clear thoughts and impurities The speed sets in my heart explodes Lets set this church on fire Take a sentiment of all we are is art in making What you never did. The pressures on me Disclosed evidence of all we are is art in making What you never did and I’m always high And your always low Eyes red from the wine we stole Drown out misconceptions and securities I’ll play thepart in dressing in all your clothes Lets set this church on fire Take a sentiment of all we are is art in making What you never did the pressures on me Disclosed evidence of all we are is art in making What you never did And I’m always high And your always low
Track Name: Acid Bomb
God dammit he can’t save money But he doesn’t know much from living in a trailer park A fucked up family life Well how can you expect something of me You know he’s gonna break soon That stupid motherfucker Well God dammit he’s wasting time Making nine eighty five at his dead end job A spliced tongue formed a opinion He’s worked his fucking knuckles right down to the bone He’s getting high in the parking lot He smokes a cigarette just to hide it You know he’s gonna break soon That stupid motherfucker I always get what I need From the weed to the blow
Track Name: Delete Me
Somewhere somehow we all fall in And your bleeding out From all the stupid, fucking shit That everyone has to deal with It’s a lesson learned in life From a bad grade to when your parents fight Are you for real? When you found someone who connects You can tell just about anything to Warm frustrations like a pheromone tribulator Well, Marks in the office and waiting for your call What the fuck am I suppose to say? Man, she’s not your girlfriend Comes as no surprise That he took his life Because his apartment sucks and everyone won’t call What the fuck am I suppose to say? When you smiled at me and loved life, laughed away Create me Delete me The truth is that you don’t feel the same way about me That I felt for you, so leave Some things are suppose to stay together And all you could say, “Some things aren’t suppose to say together.” Some things are suppose to stay together And all you could say, “Some things aren’t suppose to say forever.” Create me Delete me
Track Name: Kill Me
And I’ve been looking up at stars Thinking how is there a God with no equal Information in these books About a lonely guy a zero And just let me fix this Cause you know I will Fucking kill me just like you do And let us rewrite this past year Fucking use me you always do What the fuck is a good night sleep? I’ve been staying up past three what a feeling Drugs are easier to date Constantly gaining weight but not eating And just fucking kill me or you know I will Fucking kill me I know you will Kill me, I’m trying to slow Use me, just fuck me over I’m to stoned to know We were just wrong
Track Name: I Am A Real Doctor
I think t’s really funny how you think every song is about you You think its funny how controlling I can be still I think it’s funny how you take my words for insults Now your flying in a death star far away I think it’s funny how you said nothing can hurt you Except your one true lover and me I think it’s funny how you think things can’t be bad Just all the time you wasted on me Trust me a little I think it’s funny how you store bad sex like a bad dream You think it’s funny how I’m waking up at three You think it’s cool when schools in session but it’s so slow Without being you and me I know you love to think that these are miracles But theres no Gods no disbeliefs And if only evil abuses carnage Then i’ll smile with the rose blood in my teeth Trust me a little