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Forgettable

by Sorority Noise

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1.
Rory Shield 03:13
Kiss me, like you mean it. and by mean it, I mean lie to me again. Hold me, like it matters. and by matters, I mean walk away like you don't even know my name. (chorus): Tell me again that you don't wanna break my heart, and i'll tell you again that it's already broken. Beg me again to get out of your head, and into your bed so you can fuck me like the rest. Love me, like you used to. and by used to, I mean I'm a fucking joke. Kiss me, like you mean it. and by mean it, I mean walk away like you don't even know my name. (Chorus) But I want something more, no, I want to feel pure. I want to feel clean just like i used to.
2.
Nobody likes me, that's what I tell myself. I live alone in my own hell. I want to be the person you want me to be, that I know that I'll never be. Nobody likes me, I hear it every day. I talk to you to remind myself again. I feel at home here (I feel at home here). 'cause i'm alone here. ('cause I'm alone here). Nobody likes me, and that's all I hear. I spent a lot of time last year, learning that I don't like me too.
3.
Dirty Ickes 02:18
When we broke up you told me to try and find myself, so I found myself in someone else's bed. You could say I'm a fool, but you've had four boyfriends since, and I've learned to love myself more than I could ever love you. So I taught myself French, so I could tell you I loved you in ways that you could never understand. and I taught myself Norse, just to sit on your back porch. I'm not going anywhere, except I am going to die. So I taught myself Spanish, so I could tell you I loved you in ways that you could never understand. and I taught myself sign language, just to speak to myself. When we broke up you told me to try and find myself, so I found myself in someone else's bed. You could call me a fool, but I've had four girlfriends since, and I've learned to love myself more than I could ever love you.
4.
I spend a lot of time above water. In fact, I spend most of my time in my room. Lately that's made me wonder if I've given up on trying to be someone new. Because I don't like who I see, each morning when I look in the mirror. In fact it's the only thing I fear, that I'm empty inside these bones. I'm not scared of ghosts, I embrace them all as friends, because one day I'll be dead, and they will know my name. So I've been counting down my life, existing in hours, to see what I have left. If I see 25, i'll be surprised. If I see 32, I'll take every letter I wrote to you and bury them alive. If I see 44, well I haven't thought that far.
5.
I wrote you a book of poems, but you forgot to take it home, so if you're leaving, let me know, because you're the only home I have. I'm taking all the book I own, and putting them on a shelf. So I can read to you each night, before you throw yourself away. I'm not saying that I'm right, I only want to say good night. I'm not perfect, that I'm sure, I only want to be your cure.
6.
Still Shrill 01:39
I thought i'd grow out my hair, to see if you'd notice. and I'd start dressing nice, to make you believe that I'm alright. and I'd start playing sports, to be more like my brother, and my dad might be proud, for once in his life. Or maybe I'll drink myself to sleep, because that's what I'm used to, and when I wake up, I'll feel brand new. I'll start tanning my skin, to be more like my mother, because I am a ghost in size small clothes, and I guess I could use some color. Maybe I'll smile to be like my ex-girlfriends, because they can feel love and I can't feel anything. So I thought i'd write you this song, so you could get noticed. You could sing it along with your friends, in the back of their Mercedes-Benz. Well, me and my Volvo will be fine, and maybe I'll close my eyes to feel more like myself, and maybe I'll close my eyes to feel more like myself, and maybe i'll close my eyes to feel more like myself.
7.
When you told me you were leaving, well I couldn't feel my mouth, because all I'll ever be is someone else. As I watched you walk away, I felt something in me change. My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away (Chorus) So I drove home, at a hundred miles an hour, just to see what it feels like to fly. I crashed my car, into someone else's backyard, just to see what it feels like to die. When you told me that you missed me, well i couldn't close my eyes, because I realized what it felt like to die. 'cause all you'll ever be is a nightmare and a wet dream, a reason to smile from six feet under ground. (Chorus) So bathe me in pale flesh, promise that I'll never be good again. I hope you miss me when I'm gone, because I can't hold on for too long. and I'm so scared of dying alone, that I'll kill myself right here, right now. and i'll die.
8.
Smooth Jazz 02:02
There's not a thing that I could say, to stop your blue eyes from fading to grey, and all the blood will rush to my head, and fall out of my mouth. Am I invisible now, to a friend in a hospital gown? I'll still call your phone to hear your voice. I learned a lot about death before I grew up, I watched you begin to fade when I was sixteen. I swore that I would be okay, You told me that your biggest fear was waking up each day. So when I wake up in the morning, on top of blankets, fully clothed. I'll tear death's fingers from my throat, to remind me that I'll never be alone.
9.
Smoke 03:19
Sleep next to me, tell me everything is how it should be. When we wake I'll beg you not to leave, tell me there are promises not meant to keep. and your hair will smell like smoke because you are a ghost. I won't hold you hand because soon you'll disappear. Sleep next to me, tell me everything is how it should be. When you leave to haunt someone else's dreams, think of me, just know I'll never leave. Sleep next to me, tell me everything is how it should be.

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released May 13, 2014

Engineered and Mixed by Matt Baltrucki
Produced by Cameron Boucher
Mastered by Matt Baltrucki

Recorded at Studio B

Sorority Noise is:
Cameron Boucher - Guitar/Vocals
Jason Rule - Drums/Vocals
Adam Ackerman - Guitar/Vocals
Kevin O'Donnell - Guitar/Vocals

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